Friday, February 12, 2010

Shame

I am going through some really unpleasant times, and feeling many unpleasant feelings, but without a doubt the worst feeling among those is the shame, I feel so SO ashamed of myself, I did something really stupid and forgot about it, and it took quite a while to catch up with me, but the day before yesterday it finally did, and the result was disastrous. I have only myself to blame, I really wish I can take it back, but what's done is done, all I can hope for is that one day I'd be forgiven, until then I will have to live with the shame.

3 comments:

Lebeeya said...

It's ok to feel guilty for some time, it's part of the process but don't let the feeling drag you down. Move on, and forward.

Alone in Tripoli said...

Thanks for your comment Lebeeya, you are absolutely right, and I'm not allowing it (or anything else) to drag me down any more. Moving on, and moving forward :)

Anonymous said...

Dude the suspense is killing me, what did you do that was so shameful? I know we're not supposed to pry into each others private lives but you're killing me here. Come on spill the beans it helps if you talk about it, it's a proven fact.
It's not as if we know who you really are?